Whats On My Mind???

May 14

Just Loathe Work Nowadays

How Did My Job Turn Into A Love/Hate Relationship?

It’s Disheartening Honestly

I Just Hate Feeling Like I’m Not Wanted

Especially Due To My Financial Status

It Really Pushes Me Away From People

Because IDK Who Really Wants To Be A Part Of My Life

Fuck

You Changed Your Hair, It Was Absolutely Perfect

I Didn’t Expect To See You

Nor Did I Want To

I Need To Forget These Emotions Creeping Back Again

My Heart Sank When They Said You Were There

Sitting Near Us

Yet Again

I Didn’t Do Anything About It At All

I Don’t Think I Ever Will

May 13

Just Not Feeling Tonight Honestly

Hopefully I Get Out Of This Loop Sooner Or Later

I Can Enjoy Some Smiles Right About Now.

Feeling Very Lost At The Moment

Just Kind Of Wanna Leave & Go Somewhere

Don’t Know Where

Away I Guess

Maybe Even To Another Island

Surround Myself With People That Appreciate What I Do

I Don’t Know

Let’s Leave

So I’m Going To Try To See If I Can Keep Up With School & Work Again

Finally Talked To My Boss

Going To Start Working Fridays When It Gets Deeper Into The Semester

Since I Don’t Apparently Need It

That Way I Have More Time To Focus On My Studies

That Hike Gave Me So Much Energy

For An Hour Or So

Grace Period I Guess

Now I’m Just Friggin Exhausted

Hiking For The First Time In Ages

The Fuck Is Wrong With Me?

Hope I Don’t Die Like Every Other Time I Go Hiking

Gonna Be Something I Might Wanna Do Frequently

Good Cardio

Fun Times

It’ll Make Up For The Last Few Days I Skipped At The Gym

My Body Is Recovering At A Faster Rate

So Thank God For All That

May 11

Fuck Man, Graduation Schedules Are Horrible

I Hate Choosing One Friend Over Another

It’s One Of The Worse Guilt Trips Ever

Fuck Dude